Panicked

Pain inadvertently
Aching in my bones;
Not knowing
If I’ll ever be
Comfortable
Knowing how
Every flame licked at your soul,
Doors crumpled,

Your panic set in,
thoughts that must’ve been racing
through your injured mind,
The pain you left in your wake…
Why’d you have to go like this?

Prompt:Panicked

Pause: Acrostic and Tanka

Please excuse the constant flood of
Apologies; the emotions I keep from you, hidden
Under good deeds; the
Silence around what I want to communicate and what actually
Escapes my mouth.

Let me take a breath.
You may not want me the way
I want you, but at
least you are still trying to
help me, trying to put up with it.

Prompt: Pause